Pretty much what it all comes down to now. I still love the chick and Ill continue to and behave as such.
But after just a week of giving her space (aka never speaking or seeing her) I already feel my emotions diminishing.
If they fade completely, then Im just out for good. Find another chick who respects a relationship.
If she comes around before that point though, we’ll give it another shot. This time me with a good head on my shoulders and never allowing myself to become that irrational emotional mess again.
This past week was hell. But in the end it was a huge eye opener.
Chewing with your mouth open is disgusting as well.
I can never forgive a woman for that…
(Source: s-t-a-r-l-e-s-s-n-i-g-h-t, via yourlastdyingwish)
Ass tattoos are not hot.
Why go fuck up a perfectly created body part?
226,000.It saddens me so many people have reblogged this, and so many people have felt this horrible feeling that I, too, have experienced. I wish I could do something for each soul. More than 25,000 people. Can’t believe.
More than 73,000 people now..
220,000…………………………
and counting
And tried
Last night
If so many people agree with this then maybe its just a natural obstacle that the majority of humans face. I mean, whats the point of living if you’ve never questioned if life was worth living?
Suicidal thoughts seem to be a normal part of rationalizing life.
So dont expect a hug.
(Source: ianplatero, via yourlastdyingwish)
I just saw a post of some chicks standards.
She mentioned a dick bigger than a certain inch.
My first thoughts were “Look at this ho, always wanting big dick and shit. Why!? You have a big vagina!?”
Then I realized that I met her requirement and suddenly I take back all I said and I dont want to hate on her anymore.
The life of a man.
talktothebear asked: i just wish you peace and happiness
Thanks. If I am taken advantage of then its their karma. I will no longer carry any mental burden. Itll take a while but itll all work out.
Im not going to live that angry life anymore.
My mindset is changed.
If theres one thing I learned from all this is that there are multiple ways of viewing every situation.
Are you in a support role? Or are you a provider?
Are you taking responsibility for her actions? Or are you taking responsibility for your actions and the consequences of them?
Its all based in the mind. And what you think is what youre going to live and feel.
Tomorrow I have another day off and tomorrow I should be able to pick up my bike.
Going to stock up on apples and water bottles then bike to the beach and back most likely.
Going to be an all day trip.
Suck my dick.